LUCH STEFANO
Oblivious
Good morning gorgeous you're almost ready for the day
You hear the sound of birds like April's away
Your mum calls from downstairs as you finish you can hear her
Away goes the makeup and one last look in the mirror
Your mother tells you that tonight you shouldn't come back late
You lie and say you're staying at a friends for goodness sake
You slam the door behind and start texting your mates
Before seeing them at the school waiting behind the gates
They tell you what you think and you start to feel pale
Cos' deep inside you know the hearts before you are stale
Then you're approached by a person who cares
You turn away and look up as he naturally stares
And then he asks what's wrong and who you were talking to
Infuriated you shout 'just some friends' and start walking too
He tells you he trusts you and kisses you on the cheek
You put your hands to your mouth as you're shy and you've gone weak
And then you turn to your friends and make him out to be annoying
As he walks away you text another guy you're toying
But then you want his attention so you apologise
And tell him why you were acting so off so he falls again and begins to try
You tell him how bad your life is and that you wish you could die
How nothing ever works out for you and you never know why
And how you want him to be yours which is only a lie
And how your father always hits you which makes you cry
Oh and you're so oblivious
And oh and you're so oblivious
The next day you wake up only to find a text from him again
It says that he cares he's tried to call you every now and then
You just switch off the screen hoping that he won't reply
Until you receive another text from the guy you met the other night
You're approaching the door only to find your father standing there
He looks at you, you know you've done something wrong to earn that saddened glare
It makes you sick to your stomach but how you gonna' get out tonight
Defensively you argue push he scolds you on the thigh
You close the door and crouch into a corner to cry
Where you reach for your phone and begin to reply
To grab on to who cares to not reply is still tempting
Missing many other numbers as your hands are still trembling
With chipped nail varnish at the end of your fingers
You delete your ex's mail as well as all of his pictures
But then you pause for a moment just to hear your parents speak
They say she's not allowed out now for at least another week
So instead she decides to leave and not tell em' where she's going
Through the back door to get drunk without them knowing
You turn off your phone in a state to grab another drink
And 'accidentally' kiss the guy that's been eyeing you
without a chance to think
Oh and you're so oblivious
And oh and you're so oblivious
And his heart is slowly dying woah
And his heart is slowly dying woah
This makes you depressed because you know you're seeing the one who cares
They tried to touch you down below wanting to feel what you wear
You run to a close one and say you don't want anymore
She hands you a vodka bottle and you wake up on the bedroom floor
With your head banging you tell him exactly what you've done
He tells you he's disappointed as he thought you were the one
Then he threatens to leave and you act without a care
You know he's just a sponge and you're no way being fair
There's a massive argument and the both of you go all out
There's tears from either person and just before the fall out
He tells you to learn a lesson through a song as he's a singer
He's aware he's just another guy wrapped around your finger
It's not exactly what you did that was the thing that really hurt him
It's that he knows what you'll turn into from these lies and stirring
That he sees with his own eyes that you're ruining your life
And you're so unaware how much he wanted you a pair
The thought that you'll go out one night completely off your head
And be used for something sickening as you listen to what he said
You're all alone at night and pissed as someone starts to touch your leg
The thought that you're vulnerable and can be forced into his bed
He can't tell you how it feels because it causes you a tantrum
The one who cares is killing inside as he hates to imagine
You can always start again just like another seed just plant it
And this time appreciate what you have and don't take it for granted
Your life has potential don't hurt people for the sake of it
Cos' your life is amazing and exactly what you make of it
She was so damn oblivious
Oh and you're so oblivious
And oh and you're so oblivious